JeanXShy!Reader [AoT] Little Distractions

“Hey there, _____” Jean said, leaning his chin on your shoulder as he snaked his arms around your waist, “fancy meeting you here.”

Sighing you answered, “I technically live here Jean.” You might have been a blushing mess at this contact a few months ago, and a few years ago you might have been surprised that he was here. But now this was an everyday thing.

“Ah, what do I have to do to get a reaction out of you?” Jean said, attempting to tickle your sides.

However, you bit back your giggles, and turned to him, glaring daggers at him with those (E/C) orbs of yours, “I’m used to everything you do now, Jean. It’s just normal for you to be weird.”

“Oh, but I love it when I catch you off guard and your cheeks turn pink. It’s adorable.” he teased, smiling back at you, still quite close to your face. Speaking of that, you could feel your face heat up. Jean moved his lips closer to your own, but you turned your head abruptly back to the piles of paperwork that were scattered on your bed. He sighed, his hot breath tickling your neck, and asked you, while pulling you back into his lap on your bed, “What kind of paperwork do you have?”

You started to explain, “Well, I don't exactly know. All I know is that if I don't give it to Captain Levi he'll get really pissed. And it’s due really soon,” your voice started to speed up as he held you closer, “so I’ve got to finish it and maybe you could leave because you’re really distracting!” All the words ended in a rush, and it only made Jean chuckle.

“Oh?” he said playfully, his husky voice taking your breath away, “And how am I being distracting?” With that he took a playful nip at a sensitive spot on your neck, making you yelp.

The heat climbed back up to your cheeks, and he turned your head back to him, tipping your chin up to look at him with those deep (e/c) eyes.

So you just stared at him for a moment, and then a large grin spread across his face. He picked you up with ease and set you out of his lap and next to him on the bed. “That’s all I wanted, _____.”

You kicked the ground, still blushing. “I wish you wouldn’t do that.”

“Huh?” The taller male said, surprised. You had never protested before. Despite all his actions, he respected you and never would have done anything he thought made you too uncomfortable.

Still not meeting his gaze, you said quietly, “Act like you care so much.”

“What are you saying?” Jean asked incredulously.

You said, “You go to such effort to get a rise out of me, and I know it means a lot more to me than it does to you. You probably do this with lots of girls.”

“That’s not true, ______. And I thought you knew it.” Jean said with a bit of a sharp tone in his voice, looking down at your dejected form. “You’re special to me.”

Laughing harshly, with no humor, you said incredulously, “Sure.”

“Dammit!” he said rather loudly, making you jump, moving back from him. You stared at him with wide, slightly fearful (e/c) eyes. “You’re so oblivious, _____!”

“W-What?” you stammered, staring back at those piercing amber eyes, that felt like they were ripping your soul to shreds with one glare.

He sighed, looking down at you hopelessly. “You don’t get it at all?”

You shook your head rather wildly, “What the hell has gotten into you, Jean? You’re never this serious about anything.”

Jean looked at you, more raw passion in his eyes than you had ever seen, nearly scaring you out of your wits. But you stayed there, finally knowing how the deer feel basking in the bright light of headlights. You know there’s imminent danger, but it’s so beautiful, so utterly intoxicating...

A moment might have passed. However, it could have been years you wasted away in the deep orbs of amber that promised everything and nothing at the same time. But before you could formulate another coherent thought, Jean’s soft lips crashed into yours quite forcefully, and all that raw passion made its way into the kiss. It said everything he couldn’t, and you were lost.

When he finally let you breathe, he wrapped his arms around your waist, and brought you closer to him, allowing you to rest your head on his chest and think. Between deep breaths he said, “_____, I love you. Don’t ever doubt that. There is no one else, only you.”

Tears pricked in your eyes and your worries melted away as you heard the sincerity in his voice. At least you could trust someone. “I love you too.” you whispered softly, so softly you thought he might not have heard, but you were sure when he squeezed you tighter, emanating contagious joy and warmth.

Who would have thought that a little distraction could lead to something oh so wonderful.